The corner

I couldn’t imagine the lengths she would go for me. Maybe it was my lack of faith or maybe I thought she’d had left by now. It was this one day that changed my perspective on her. We decided to go out to North Vancouver. We usually plan out where we go a few days in advance due to the six wheels attached to my body. We’re at this market and we’re both bored to death. I can't count how many times I’ve been to the quay in North Vancouver. There’s just water and boats sailing around. That’s cool and all but all I crave these days is an adventure. I want to swim in the water even though I can't actually swim. Does that matter? If I drown, I know you’ll jump in to save me.  I want my body to become messy and disgusting by the powers of nature. You start looking up “what to do in Vancouver” as if we’re tourists in our own city. As you make suggestions, I laugh at the fact that we aren’t prepared for many of these but maybe I was being a tad dramatic. Could you blame me? She is...

My face is staring at the ceiling  contemplating why I’m laying on this sterile, blue bed. My wisdom teeth are about to vanish from this mouth as if twenty is the age where you have all the wisdom you need. My eyelids are drifting down into this abyss of needles and tubes. Nurses are scattered around me waiting to scar my skin. Blue, latex gloves snapped on their fresh skin ready to puncture my sterilized flesh with shiny needles glimmering with hope  only to crash my spirit in the coming hours. The anesthesiologist carefully pushes the drugs  into my melancholy veins while this excruciating pain  spreads all over my body  unapologetically numbing me as if I’m not numb enough. These delicate eyelids burst  open like it is the last moment as me Strip me from everything I’ve got to give yet still expect more. The everlasting contradicting myth; They say removing wisdom teeth makes you wiser. ...

  The air I breathe In and out With a sound of doubt Lingering throughout my ears Saying yes, while others say no Having to bear that pain Day and night Isn ’ t easy When I die inside The thumping gets louder That thumping of music Theres a knot in my stomach At times When I have no clue What to do The beat of the song Calms the mind Cant define serenity Just a wave of emotion Which flows out So much pain That I fall Within a heartbeat The images Oh, the images Trance into my mind Like a bright wave Of yesterday's Memories Waiting in the office Is like Waiting for that exam result So stressful You want to know But At the same time Your scared that It might label you As a failure As I continue my journey I long to desire The capitative  sound I adore My music Giv...

Am I blind? I can't see anymore where we left off. You're here, I'm there. A never ending story. Continues through air. Emotion That kills The heart Looking at you makes me die inside Like a flower which has no water Dead inside Where is that spark? Before we part I want to say Your that part of me that will never disappear The part that was sacred, deep and intense No one And I mean No one can replace the feeling you dropped upon me The day you called me beautiful and hugged me then vowing your mine Knowing one day you would walk away 

From the day I met you until now. It's so different; The memories we made and the bond we retain. And I still remember the day I was confused. I dont remember why.  So shy, but confident Our bond has grown so much As if a tree is blossoming in the spring The root represent a base, the trunk represents trust and the leaves swaying back and forth are us Our weird ways and craziness How we put up with each other We've seen the good and bad but we're still tight like a rope Our days are countless but there are more hours to come And nothing can tear us apart We are strong like the air around us.  Your gentle touch makes everything better As if there is a raging storm in my heart but ur gentle voice blows it away And our little jokes makes me laugh at the most odd places No where you are or where I am We're still so close Our days pass by like a wave of memories  and our hours...

Where are you? It's been days. Months. No call, nor text. I can't laugh without, the thought of you popping in my mind. It's a rush of emotions hitting my face, I don't know whether to stare or cry. It's a force that I'm struggling with, holding the emotion in or pulling you towards me. And I don't know why you do this. Without you, I die inside. I see you everywhere, I think about you anywhere. I see you in my dreams, will it be okay if I say that to you the next day? We can look intensely into each others eyes. Who knows what will happen next? I cry late at night and, I don't know why but I do. No matter what happens, you dont look at me the same way. My cries for attention, don't effect you. Nothing I do... No, I don't know what I do. I did something that you used to love And I don't know, why...